We've all seen diagrams of the brain, the familiar frontal
lobes, the cerebral cortex, the medulla oblongata, and so on. There's right brain
for blowing bubbles in a meadow, there's left brain for doing your tax return,
there's the place that's supposed to control your urge to kill, the place that
makes you know when to double down on a pair of fours in blackjack, and the
place that comes to life when you hear a champagne cork pop.
I just love that popping sound, not necessarily because it
means something good to drink; I just like the sound. I like the rhythm of train
wheels, too, and the buzz of the beans in the coffee grinder. I play the drums
in a couple of symphony orchestras here in Florida (Tampa Bay Symphony and the
South Shore Symphony Orchestra, both of which have concerts upcoming), and I
guess that means the percussion zone of my brain has crowded out other, more
useful zones, like the one about doubling down.
A clarinet was in the closet at home when I was ten, so I
started on that. But I soon yearned to play the drums. Expressing a desire to
change instruments, however, would have shown weakness of mind. Also, Girls
Didn't Play Drums, and the ones who did had to endure constant questions as to
whether they really were a girl or not. If you were a true girl, you played the
flute or clarinet.
In college marching band I played saxophone but made friends
with burnout drummers and, when the season was over, became one of them. Under
their pot-smoke-impregnated wings, I learned that halfhearted drum playing
earns you a spot in the toilet of public opinion, while playing drums with
concern and heart earns you nothing. But while you're doing it, you feel like
you're on the summit of Everest.
And that's the key: to go into any arena and look for the
thing that inspires you most.
Playing percussion, I learned you don't just hit it; you
play with taste, you listen to the ensemble, and you acknowledge your place in
the back row as coolest of the cool.
A trumpet player once said to me, "You must have nerves
of steel to play the cymbals." And it's true. You know the old saying,
"If you're going to make a mistake, make a big one"? Well, you get
your chance if you're on cymbals. Unlike the violin, where you can look at nine
other people playing the same thing and go, "Oh, yeah, I'm lost right now,
but I'll come in when they do," there's nobody else poised to strike those
two heavy spun brass plates, whether fortissimo or quad-piano. You've got to be
ready, and do it.
Over time, I've felt more and more driven to simply show up
and serve the music.
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Nature inspires me. I find that I'm most grounded, listing to the sound of birds in my ears.
ReplyDeleteGrounding's important. Going barefoot outside is good too.
Deletelisting? *eye roll*
ReplyDeleteI popped on to tell you how funny "A Step-By-Step Guide to Agent Response Times" is in the new issue of Writer's Digest. As writers we feel our pain is exclusive to only ourselves (which we know rationally isn't true but that's how it feels). The humorous graph reminds us how connected we really are. I laughed so hard because a writer's behavior sometimes borders on psychosis when we’re enduring the waiting process in publishing.
PS I looked and looked…no article, Elizabeth!? Okay, this is it. The defining moment in my writing career that is going to send me over the edge. Somebody find me a straightjacket!
Gotta check that out... Re: articles, be of good cheer & hang on until the May/June one comes out....
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